"choices"

change.
an old, beloved,
and hated friend
call you again?

"aye, 'tis time."
"off more must you go."
"all new, and once more."
"prepare, you leave now."

I knew, I waited.
I wanted for once.
get away, far away,
stir up the old dust.

left less, yet more,
I leave once again.
a new place,
a new dream.
 
could this be the last?
could my moves be all done?
 "Nein, look at your past."
 "all foggy, yet clear. again"

have I a choice?
"aye, but little will it do."
"fate has been glued"
"you are simply strung"

I shall not forget.
too much is at stake.
regardless of fate,
my life must I make.

hurt some, I will.
on way toward my goal.
remember others,
for they are my soul.

a jumbled picture I receive.
3 ways seem apparant,
though 1 is for me.
pick I must. solely on merit.

choice knocks again soon,
though chance may surprise.
revoke I, the blue moon,
my life be thy prize.